(what the younger Storvs call details):
Easy, peasy, just ONE CyberKnife treatment, with a follow-up brain MRI in two months. Other regularly scheduled checks in the meantime and moderate tiredness to wade through for awhile. Might lose a small bit of hair so holding off on that partial foil 😉.
It makes me laugh to recall where the mind (or my radiated one anyway) can go while immobilized. They even band my feet together. “What if this radiosurgery nicks some of my memory? What if I don’t recognize my drivers in the waiting room? Maybe I should pretend to not recognize them. Stop it. How about a zombie walk wearing my new mask? Uh, that might not sit well with those in the waiting room. Ok, five minutes down. Time for a Psalm. Can’t remember a line. Try again. Do NOT open your eyes. Slow breaths. Praying for some kindred spirits in their searching, healing, or worry. Praying some more. My eyelid itches. Hoping to grab coffee with my chauffeur friends but tight mask + no product = sad hair day. But Astoria is right next door!
Tech mentions the halfway point. Fist pump if I could move. Imagining the fans along a marathon course cheering on anyone and everyone. Isn’t that what we all should do more often?
As always, so humbled and thankful for the many doing that for me, for us. Friends and family, I promise TO remember your many kindnesses and to skip any dorky mask shenanigans.