Three weeks ago today, I had surgery. In just over a week, chemo begins. Today, actually this whole week, is a wonderful break from appointments, while still in holiday relaxation mode. Jon and Erika and I got to the Lake Elmo trails before dusk today for a short but very sweet ski. Nothing like fresh snow and fresh air. Nothing.
The groomed trails seem an apt visual for the journey ahead. Just step into the tracks and start moving. I have already been touched by countless kind gestures from those who've broken trail before me and from intentional, thoughtful, and compassionate professionals who make each step do-able. Well-groomed trails.
As I cautiously skied down one trail's hill in the vanishing light tonight, I caught myself tensing and relaxed my knees. Absorbing the trail bumps with bent knees keeps me upright most of the time. Going to point my skis forward, try to relax to absorb any bumps, and opt outside as often as I can.